Weird...

I'm feeling weird today. I was fine earlier in the week, me and my mum were having a happy week - we were laughing a lot. Things mostly flipped for me after Thursday. My mum and I went into town to get our hair down -Finally.! - And to get my dad train tickets for his trip down to London next month visiting his parents. We, excluding my father, are happy about him leaving us for nearly a week, but he doesn't want to see his parents and only wants to be away for 2/3 days. Anyway, when I woke up on Friday morning, I heard shouting (Which is not unusual in my house, because we've all got loud voices). Later that day, after my dad went to work, my mum informed me that she told him about the amount of time he would be down in London for and apparently, he flipped out and shouted at her when she suggested that he take a different tube train than the one he normally does, plus he was in a really bad mood, which pissed me off even more and to top it all off, he stood on my mum's broken toe and didn't even properly apologize before going to work. He's lucky that he left or else I would've hit him, honestly. Thankfully, I got away from the house on Saturday to see a friend, which I am completely grateful for. I wasn't really feeling well, but I just had to get away. So yeah, I got a lot of motion sickness from about 3 hours of bussing and a 10 minutes in a park. -I'm such a weakling. :P
So anyway, after all that and coming home to my dad being a grumpy arse again, I'm not entirely surprised that I'm feeling like crap tonight. I suppose It'd be okay if I was just tired, but I'm feeling sad and angry and all that "Good" stuff that makes a lot of people call me miserable..Which I'm only just starting to understand. So, yeah, now all I want to do is cry and sleep and hit someone, preferably my dad, but myself would do. Plus I can feel impatience making a presence in the back of my mind. Hopefully this "Funk" I'm sinking into won't last that long.

Now for some brief but good news: My brother and I are becoming close, it's always been difficult for us to get along because he's 13 years older than me, but recently, he's become more sociable (I think because he's given up smoking) And is now talking to me, although most of the things we talk about is immature Internet rubbish, I'm happy that we're getting along.

Anyway, The tiredness is really getting to me now and I've still got things to do tonight, so ciao for now. x