Not in the mood.

Lately I haven't been in the mood to read. It's strange because for the last year and a half, all i've done is read. I think it's because all of my books are about Romance and i'm feeling rather bitter about love for the last two weeks. Although, that hasn't stopped me from buying more books. I don't even have the room for them all.! So i'm going to try and force myself to read again. Who knows, maybe it was just the book I was reading at the time..

I've been quite happy for the last week. It's not that I was particularly sad before that, but i've definitely noticed a difference. I think it has something to do with actually getting out into the world and seeing people in person, as opposed to just talking to them online. Plus I went to the beach, who doesn't feel even a little bit better after that.? :P I also took the chance to do what I used to do and listen to someone else talk for a change. Sometimes hearing my own thoughts get on my nerves. Anyway, after spending two days out of the house in a row, I got really tired and almost fainted in the middle of a gift shop, luckily though, the air-conditioning helped me and I went home pretty soon after.

Today I had an appointment with my youth worker. Usually, she'd drive me to the private library near where she works, but she didn't have enough time, so we went to a park and had a drink instead. We still had a good chat though, she's extremely easy to talk to and hopefully I can start to meet her at her office, instead of her always doing home visits, maybe then i'll feel some more independence.

I started watching a new show called 10 things I hate about you and then found out that it got cancelled. I hate it when a show gets cancelled before it's shown in a different country, it might be a bigger hit somewhere else, but nooooooo. Yet they keep shows that really should of left the screen long ago. It's especially annoying when the show creators don't end the show in a right way, and it leaves the viewers screaming at the screen 'What happens to the characters.?!'

My mum hasn't been well today, I think she had a nightmare last night, her screaming woke me up. Hopefully she'll be better tomorrow so we can go into town and get our hair cut. I want to get a heavy side fringe to frame my face, that way if I get hot and want my hair up, my fringe will still add a flattering shape to my face. That's my theory anyway.

Well that's it or now. Ciao.